I made a new site a few days ago....

     It has information from today and yesterday, that is all...

     I'm not really updating...I'm just.....Here to give a moment of silence to one of our dogs. Bear, the white hairball that no one ever respected. I would play with him now and then......But looking back at the past....He wasn't treated with much care or love. I feel awful of how we all have treated him. Now he's laying by our front gate with no life in his eyes....No heart beat....no movement. I would do have done anything to make his last day the best.....But it's too late.

     He would always show us love but we gave him none in return. All he ever wanted was to be played with and loved......Scratched behind the ears, patted on the head. But it never happend.....No his days are over. I cry these tears for him.....And only him. I give him the love I never had.....I just hope that he rests in peace.....A moment of silence please....

     His death I will never forget, he was hit by a truck. I wasn't there to witness it but from the marking of the tired on the road we could tell....... The person who hit him never came up to the house, never told me "I hit your dog...." all the person did was leave him there to rot...... I would never have known it if our neighbor hadn't come to tell me. When I looked......there was blood....Coming from his ear.....a clot of blood that was spat out of his mouth.....He had been sitting in the road for quite a while. I held my tears.....What could I have done.....I'm the only one home......The only one.....

     Everyone else is at the movies......And they won't be home until the movie is over.....All Bear is doing is sitting by our gate rotting.....The image of him still runs through my mind......I can't remember once what he had looked like when he still had a life......All I want is for him to come back.....Just for today  so that I could have made this last day a little better......

                                       IN MEMORY OF BEAR

     I don't feel good.....It's early, i've been awake since 4 in the morning. I can barely sleep, walk, move.....All Because my back, I don't want to have to go to the hospital.....I'm barely eating because I feel like if I eat anything I'm going to puke it back up. My back is in so much pain....It hurts just to sit down, I think everything I do hurts. No one in this house knows the pain I'm in....I've been getting yelled at for not eating, falling asleep around 10 in the morning and awakening at around 4 in the afternoon. It's hard for me to fall asleep no matter how much I want to sleep.

     My head is burning along with the rest of my body. Anyway, I might come back later, who knows....For now i'm going to think on how I can make the pain in my back stop hurting. It feels like there's a dagger stuck on the low right side of my back....It hurts.

     Fear Him!!! This is my friend Akira, yes, this is my rat. If you can't see anything then I'm sorry. I don't really know how else to get the picture up. I'm to lazy to explain all of my day, But....I did get....MY ELECTRIC GUITAR!!! Hell Yeah! I have been waiting for so long and now I finally have it. Hmmm....I don't feel like typing much, my head hurts. And by the way, Akira is male not female. Don't so eeww or anything related to that or else....He is my rat and I love him to death, I don't know i would do without him. Who knows what will happen to me when he dies. He turns 2 on September 16, he had a brother, Sparky, But he died sometime in December or January.

     Ok, I think I'm done here. Remember if you make fun of my rat your in for a world of hurt.....

Currently Gaming Chaos Legion By Capcom see related

     I'm so sorry for not updating in so long, I don't really feel like explaining the past week so if you want to know what has been going on visit this site:

http://www.myotaku.com/users/unwantedangel/

     You can also see some of my fanart, don't laugh....but yeah. Again, I'm sorry for not updating in so long. Please forgive me. look at that site and you'll know what I've been up to. Sorry if I worried any of you. I think this is the longest period in time that I haven't updated here, strange. I'll update here tomorrow or on the other site. Well, have fun looking at my art and reading the entries. Don't laugh at my art please, I'm tired of being picked on....If the site isn' working then tell me and i'll try to find another way to give it to you.